The Past Bishan, AngMoKio,YioChuKang... YioChuKang, AngMoKio,Bishan.. each and everytime when the train pass by YCK to and fro from school, I'll never fail to look out eagerly at that building standing across the station.. Hoping to get a glimpse of him..(If only I could).. But like I said, that's the past. Frankly, for the past 1 month, I've been capturing special moments of my daily life. I'd compiled it into a Photo-Journal starting from the 3rd of August to the 20th of November 2006.. Reason is -despite not being together for more than 3 months, not contacting for 110 days, I wanna let him know what's going on in my life- (the ups and downs, delightful and not-so delightful, fun and dull moments..) But sadly.. he failed to receive it... Here's a peep:
The Present I've moved on with life with someone special.. To be honest, it wan't easy.. Every now and then, places that I've been to, people whom I've spoke to reminds me of him. As the saying goes "Time Heals Everything"- thats uber true.
Day by day my heart is healed... By whom? "By God, by Time, by Special Him, by friends, by Daddy, Mummy, Valerie and Desmond.. Lastly Myself. Without you people.. I wouldn't have the courage to move on.. Perhaps you didn't know you did..But you certainly did! I LOVE YOU(sssss)! This is my last recollection of him. Looking back at the past with a positive mindset..being with him is like a memoir.. filled with beautiful, splendid, unforgettable memories.
P.s. To WH if you're reading this.. I wanna say Thank you. Though its only a short 458 days, Thanks for being a part of me..I really did enjoy myself being with you.. No regrets *grins*
Back to Reality
I dreamt of you last night.. having fun.. and private moments together*grins* It was sweet. I think... I'm in love.... (Am I?) Am I ready to accept someone new in my life? Am I ready to go all the way for you without feeling the fear, doubt and hurt of my past relationship? Am I really ready?
What feels like love to one person may be nothing more than attraction to another. Some people fall in and out of love quickly and often while others are never really in love as much as they are in lust. Do you ever wonder what is going on in your current relationship. Is it love,lust or bust?
Take me away This time all I want is you there is no one else who can take your place this time you burned me with your eyes you see past all the lies, hurt and pain you take it all away I've seen it all and it's never enough it keeps leaving me needing you take me away
I've got nothing left to say just take me away I try to make my way to you but still I feel so lost I don't know what else I can do I've seen it all and it's never enough it keeps leaving me needing you take me away take me away...
Pearlyn -A passionate bubbly 19 yr old, who loves to love and believes in Love, blissful, chilling, travelling, sorting life out, just like a star,Partying, chilling, music, movies, roller blading, dining, meeting lovely people, gorgeous beach, tuning to the bizarre skyline, SIA flight stewardess, pilots, airports, new experiences, reading, lips, eys, vainty fair, cheesecakes, sputnik sweetheart, freedom, beauty junkie, God, people who love Jesus, New creation church, hillsong united, hillsong london, hillsong australia, sunrise, sunset, spunky sunglasses, lovely hair accessories, vibrant colours, waves, smiles, tears, that 1 man who makes me smile (who??), awesome people. and a girl in waiting to be a Flight Stewardess by the age of 20. Email: fantasygal_luv@hotmail.com
Pearlyn -A passionate bubbly 19 yr old, who loves to love and believes in Love, blissful, chilling, travelling, sorting life out, just like a star,Partying, chilling, music, movies, roller blading, dining, meeting lovely people, gorgeous beach, tuning to the bizarre skyline, SIA flight stewardess, pilots, airports, new experiences, reading, lips, eys, vainty fair, cheesecakes, sputnik sweetheart, freedom, beauty junkie, God, people who love Jesus, New creation church, hillsong united, hillsong london, hillsong australia, sunrise, sunset, spunky sunglasses, lovely hair accessories, vibrant colours, waves, smiles, tears, that 1 man who makes me smile (who??), awesome people. and a girl in waiting to be a Flight Stewardess by the age of 20. Email: fantasygal_luv@hotmail.com 
