Adios!Finally able to sit down and type. had been busy lately.. with lotsa tests and exams coming up.. Sadly since that day, I have never ever heard from you again. I dont know why you chose to cut me outta ur life. i did not get a phone call sms or email. no esplanation. nothing at all. I tried my best to get in touch with you but to no avail. my heart at this point really split into two. I felt so much pain and sorrow inflicted on me. Despite that, i put on a brave face for the world to see. At home, i was suffering in tears and high string emotions. There were nights i couldnt sleep because i was thinking way too much. Questioning & wondering why.. Crying at the moments we had together and at the lost of the future together.
Of course as an outsider, most of you may think i'm stupid and silly. Most of my friends asked me to move on. How could i keep chasing someone who's like that? How could i want somebody who was emotionally unavailable all the time? Why did i put myself through so much pain? Someone who wanted me yet reject me all of a sudden. And my answer is.. sometimes things in life can't be explained. when you feel intense love for somebody, you try your best to help, love and care for them. Perhaps thats not what he wanted. everyone has been through this before. It is in our nature to crave love, want love and be loved. And sometimes we find it in the weirdest moments.
Truly I dont have regrets. Despite the usual & sometimes painful circumstances, i feel happier and have grown so much from this experience. Of course, i still feel a little scared to take a leap of faith into the path we call "LOVE" but my heart was healed. I still believe. And a recent encounter with an "angel" had made me believe even more...
Pearlyn -A passionate bubbly 19 yr old, who loves to love and believes in Love, blissful, chilling, travelling, sorting life out, just like a star,Partying, chilling, music, movies, roller blading, dining, meeting lovely people, gorgeous beach, tuning to the bizarre skyline, SIA flight stewardess, pilots, airports, new experiences, reading, lips, eys, vainty fair, cheesecakes, sputnik sweetheart, freedom, beauty junkie, God, people who love Jesus, New creation church, hillsong united, hillsong london, hillsong australia, sunrise, sunset, spunky sunglasses, lovely hair accessories, vibrant colours, waves, smiles, tears, that 1 man who makes me smile (who??), awesome people. and a girl in waiting to be a Flight Stewardess by the age of 20. Email: fantasygal_luv@hotmail.com
Pearlyn -A passionate bubbly 19 yr old, who loves to love and believes in Love, blissful, chilling, travelling, sorting life out, just like a star,Partying, chilling, music, movies, roller blading, dining, meeting lovely people, gorgeous beach, tuning to the bizarre skyline, SIA flight stewardess, pilots, airports, new experiences, reading, lips, eys, vainty fair, cheesecakes, sputnik sweetheart, freedom, beauty junkie, God, people who love Jesus, New creation church, hillsong united, hillsong london, hillsong australia, sunrise, sunset, spunky sunglasses, lovely hair accessories, vibrant colours, waves, smiles, tears, that 1 man who makes me smile (who??), awesome people. and a girl in waiting to be a Flight Stewardess by the age of 20. Email: fantasygal_luv@hotmail.com 
